Since Sara was born, October 7 is no longer just a national tragedy in my eyes. It has become a father’s deepest fear. In this post, I reflect on how parenthood changed the way I think about that terrible day, the babies who were harmed, and the parents who faced the unimaginable. This is a deeply personal story about fatherhood, love, fear, trauma, and the struggle to comprehend a reality that no parent should ever have to endure.