A Lesser Child of GOD | How Sara Changed My Relationship with God, Faith, and Myself

For years, I blamed God for everything that was missing from my life—my failures, my loneliness, and the feeling that no matter how hard I tried, my prayers went unanswered. As my frustration grew, I abandoned traditional prayer and replaced it with daily conversations with God, hoping He would eventually listen.

Everything changed when I began my surrogacy journey. For the first time, my prayers were no longer about me. They were about the child I longed to bring into the world. During four years of waiting, I prayed for a healthy baby, a safe birth, and the chance to become the father she deserved.

When Sara was finally born, healthy and unmistakably my daughter, something inside me changed. For the first time in my life, I felt that my most important prayer had been answered. Since then, prayer has become a daily ritual, gratitude has replaced resentment, and fatherhood has given me a sense of purpose, belonging, and love that I never thought possible.

I am no longer a lesser child of God.

To Change: How My Daughter Sara Pulled Me Out of a Lifetime of Isolation

For most of my life, I lived in almost complete isolation. I avoided people, family gatherings, emotional connection, and built a quiet world for myself behind four walls. Then, at 52 years old, I decided to become a father.

In this deeply personal post, I share how the birth of my daughter Sara forced me to confront a lifetime of loneliness and emotional detachment, and slowly transform into someone completely different — not for myself, but for her.

This is a story about isolation, family, late fatherhood, and the incredible power a child can have to pull someone back into the world.

Dracula, Werewolves, Ghosts… and Sara | A Single Father’s Sleepless Night With a Midnight Baby

A 53-year-old single father discovers that his seven-month-old daughter Sara has developed a very clear philosophy about life: nighttime is for parties, games, and exhausting her father beyond human limits. Between sleepless chaos, wasted bottles of formula, and hallucinations involving Dracula and Nosferatu, he struggles to survive another night in a household where the world belongs to babies — especially Sara.

What Is Love? | A Single Father’s Answer After 52 Years Without It

For most of my life, love was something I felt disconnected from. When I decided to become a father through surrogacy at the age of forty-eight, I was forced to confront a question I had avoided for decades: was I even capable of love? Six months after my daughter Sara was born, I am beginning to understand the answer.

Liron: The Road to Sara

A candid personal essay about a life shaped by solitude, a powerful reunion with a childhood love decades later, and the quiet disappointment that led to the most meaningful decision of all: becoming a single father through surrogacy. A story about missed chances, acceptance, and one love that ultimately made room for another—Sara.